I am recalling everytime of the life of mine,
I am forcing disaster and pain in my mind.
All I wanted to be and to owe to,
All I just see and I get through,
All that I always wished for,
All these realities which just shatter soon.
Make me succumb uncertainly,
to the enormity of the time.
Deep down the dope gets inside my soul,
Hits the nerves of my auricle's hole,
All I had has gone,
All that I lost is trust and love,
All I feel is so shallow and empty,
All I do is luxuriate in wallows,
Of the of the torments that make
the pearls of my eyes a Waterloo.
I am in the darker shades of my life,
I am so misunderstood,
All I have is this strife,
All the way I fight so childlike!
All of the struggle just gets rough.
All I lost is my laughter,
So i hunt for answers of the morose torture,
And more than ever I hope to never fall.
I am facing madness of this world in front of my eyes,
I am eager to leave behind my back the shadows of my past.
All I have to do is be strong to get over it,
All I need is face these devorments tough,
All that I hear is a cacophony,
That tell the reasons to be messed,
And I breakdown to be crippled.
